Thursday, January 17, 2013

Brand New Me!


On January 1st so many of us start out with a resolution or three.  We're going to change, improve ourselves, let go of something unwanted or start something new.  Then life happens, and somehow we're back on the same path we were.  At least for some of us.

Sometimes it just takes a new outlook on our inner selves.  We can find the tools, the charts, the means, yet changing ourselves truly starts on the inside.  The world will give you  the "Stuff" if you look hard enough.  Things you can use with your 5 senses? No worries, just look harder and it's out there.  So there you go, the treadmill, the music, the writing pad, easel, camera or training program.... it's there somewhere just for you!


The things though that in the end mean the most, are the small steps that are usually something rather simple.  It's something that you know you should do, you feel pulled in that direction and after doing all of your homework you know it's in alignment with what you are here for.  You've done the brain work and the body participation is willing to go for it.  So here is where we usually set ourselves up.  We say to ourselves we are going to do "x" on January 1st and start anew.  Then by mid-January we're wavering, we started out high, but the glue didn't stick somehow.


Which brings me to where I am today.  I've been called to do an online radio show, called by Spirit that is.  It's something my Guides and Angels feel rather strongly about me doing. Personally, it's nothing I ever thought of doing and still at this point from a purely physical life could do without.  I'm not the type of person that needs to be out there in front of people, I'm actually more of an introvert... yet we introverts are deep folks!  We're always pondering and working on a few things at once while doing the actual thing people see us doing.  Take that and add the Spiritual side of me that includes the Psychic-Medium and Lightworker and add a twist of severe life experience and well... it's complicated.


So I've meditated on this, severely.  Asked my Guides and Angels for direction.  The answer?  This blog entry is it!  You see, I know personally from a life experience viewpoint after decades of real life in the trenches, that I know a lot more about ways to live then I let on.  I'm also historically rather quiet about it, unless you're in my inner circle that is.  So the time has come to break out, to share what's at my core about whatever the other side has decided I need to share with you.  I'm taking this entirely on FAITH.  I'm putting my money where my mouth is, as they say and baring my soul for the sake of the cause.


You may or may not be interested in my view-points, however it seems, the other side knows best (and I fully admit, they do), there is a reason for what we don't want to do but should do.  There is a reason you are called to start a new career half-way through your life.  There is a reason you have to keep getting up and moving forward when all you want to do is kick back and let someone else take the wheel.  Some of it is obvious to you and probably to most people that know you a bit.  Still, it's not easy to take most of what you have created yourself to be and suddenly say to the world, wait... you haven't seen me at all, that was just the window dressing!


I have a very dear friend who has known me for over 30 years that gets me in ways most people never could.  Way, way back, (before dinosaurs roamed the earth?), she knew there was a side of me that was a "Wild Child".  Not in the way that you might think.  I don't have a tattoo (not that there's anything wrong with them, it's just not my style right now); I like Nature, Animals, Music, my Spiritual Self and quiet are amongst my needs in life to survive.  There is though, in each of us, someone that yearns to get out.  We've all seen the weight loss commercials or the training videos along this line.  But.....


It takes guts to leave the ruts, as Dr. Schuller said probably 20 years ago.  He was so right when he said you've got to have a dream so large that God can fit in!  When you have a dream that is "manageable" that you are "comfortable" with and are "sure" you can control, it's not a dream.... it's a GOAL.  I'm not going to debate goals with you, I'll leave that to the experts.  My field is...


Spirited Daydreams... and I'm here to tell you that you have to put your spirited side into your daydreams... and that my friend, it the crux of my first show.  I was going to do a "test" show, but it seems the other side is just as happy with me just putting it out there and if it's a little off, the sound isn't right, or my voice shakes... it's still going to reach the folks that need to hear it.  


As with most things, when we are brave enough to have a huge dream, like helping to change our little corner of the world in the best way we know... we have to just do something little here and there and the rest will come....


Watch out for the announcements on my Twitter and Facebook pages and here on my Blog/Site, the date's going to be picked (yes... by Spirit... I've learned not to do much without their help) very soon!


Blessings in Spirit... 

"Spirited"